broken wings

I don’t know how things got the way they are…but I hate them. I hate this. I don’t know why it’s like this or why nobody fucking talks to one another to fix things and I just…I hate it here. Hate it hate it hate it so much.

and i hate
and i hate
and i hate

and i hate elevator music
the way we fight
the way i’m left here silent

I’m trying to write it out, to make sense of it, but the words are as caught inside like caged tigers, just like the tears. I’m so fucking tired.

I’m sad.

i can’t reach you

give me life
give me pain
give me myself again