missing

Still enduring a drought of words. Well, no, not exactly, the words are here…in my head. Getting them into digital form or onto paper is the problem. There have been countless entries I’ve tried to write since the 11th, they just…fizzled out like wet fireworks. Who knows if I’ll even get this entry posted?

People keep saying to me “be patient and wait, this will all pass,” but the problem is, I don’t think it’s going to, and I don’t want to be the dumb bunny that just stands there like a stunned mullet when in the future they tsk-tsk and shake their heads and blame me for sitting around and waiting and being patient when it doesn’t. Waiting is boring and the system is teetering on the edge of shutdown mode.

I can’t remember what inspiration used to feel like.